Thursday, September 08, 2005

Self Doubt

Didn't update my blog in the past two days, since I was quite sick. I'm getting better now though.

I think I'm starting to doubt myself again, and I'm not even too sure why. I know my progress isn't going too badly, and I know what I need to do next. But somehow it doesn't really comfort me too much. Possibly because of the medical school episode. But I think I'll try to use that postgrad competition as a bit of a feedback as to how well I'm doing. I'm just worried that maybe it'd confirm my worst fear and actually makes me panic even more.

Maybe I'll be more productive if I'm not too paranoid, but really: I just ain't too sure about myself anymore.

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